I'll never forgive you. I wish I could say I didn't know why I followed you, but that would be a lie. It was those beautiful eyes. Those beautiful cold eyes. I was always a sucker for beautiful eyes.
I saw those eyes, then the smile, then the beckoning hand. I followed, not knowing what I would leave behind. I ignored the warnings. I followed.
You touched me and I never noticed it wasn't like his touch. Not a caring, loving touch. A cold sinister touch. I remember shivering, but I told myself it was the wind. I was ensnared in those eyes.
The broken promises. The lies. The cruel laughter. All held in those eyes until they were released on me.
I had trust, but I ignored it. I had faith, but I pushed it away. I had love
but I rejected it. All for those cold eyes full of lies I had mistaken for truths. Hatred I had mistaken for love.
I shall forever carry those scars you inflicted upon my heart.
But now, I have no trust, in myself or others. I have no faith no one else will do what you did. I have no love because I rejected it, and it died.
I remember going to his house to ask him to forgive me. His parents were gone and he didn't answer. I didn't blame him.
It was all too quiet. I tried the door, and it opened. I crept to his room and pushed open the door. I remember the tears, the pain when I saw him lying there.
Now as I lay here, in the middle of another cold night, I know it was my entire fault. My hand silently slides across the nightstand until I feel the cold metal under my fingers.
And I know I can never forgive myself.













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Nothin brings me down
When you're around
It's like zero gravity
The world just disappears
When you're here
It's zero gravity
When things get messed up
I lift my head up
And I get lost in the clouds
There's no sense of time with you and I
It's zero gravity
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Given enough pepsi, a sledgehammer and a bag of reese's pieces, i could rule the world.
I believe in Jesus Christ who is my savior.
Icon by *villamar
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Nothin brings me down
When you're around
It's like zero gravity
The world just disappears
When you're here
It's zero gravity
When things get messed up
I lift my head up
And I get lost in the clouds
There's no sense of time with you and I
It's zero gravity
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"Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go, I will run
I will not be silent"
-Shattered, Trading Yesterday-
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Nothin brings me down
When you're around
It's like zero gravity
The world just disappears
When you're here
It's zero gravity
When things get messed up
I lift my head up
And I get lost in the clouds
There's no sense of time with you and I
It's zero gravity
I forgot my password c:
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Moofed.
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Nothin brings me down
When you're around
It's like zero gravity
The world just disappears
When you're here
It's zero gravity
When things get messed up
I lift my head up
And I get lost in the clouds
There's no sense of time with you and I
It's zero gravity